Crazy thing. And suddenly, I find that I'm filled to the brim with it.

Hope of a wonderful upcoming life.
Hope of true happiness.
Hope that everything is going to be just fine.
Hope that I won't lose the ones that truly mean something to me.

Now, I'm not entirely sure what all this means, but I know that I'm in a really good mood. I feel so...Just...different. Almost older.

I amd just so completely ready to leave this life. As sad as it will be, leaving all my friends behind, I know that a much better life is yet to come. Now friends, don't take this offensively, for I love you all and you mean so much to me. But, I'm so ready to just grow up, I guess. To move on to my post-highschool life. Highschool may be the best years of my life.

For now.

But I have a feeling that the best years are yet to come. And I'm in such high-spirits, it's crazy. I want to just leave Deer Creek. Leave Edmond. Leave Oklahoma. Maybe even leave the US. Who knows. But I want to just start anew, get another chance to make friends. To get my opinions straight. To strengthen my weaknesses. To fix, in as close of an attempt as I can manage, my flaws. I'm just....Ready.